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Well, it seems that an Angel hijacked my diary last night ;-)

Not that i mind.... i keep reading that entry and being ridiculously happy because of it.... *^_^*

i've been up a couple of hours now.... the tired-thing is still ongoing... i feel *drained*, and my concentration is suffering because of it...

i've been *going* to write code since i got up, and i'm still not doing it... i *will* start after this entry.

Sarah's not online atm, which is good in someways... hopefully she's sleeping... <mental picture> awwwww..... i bet she looks so *cute*!!!! </picture>.... but i miss her... it's a couple of days since we last spoke and i'm starting to feel like something is severely wrong in my life because of it.... dumb, aren't i... that sounds like such an over-reaction... i guess i'm just feeling vulnerable, what with this past weekend and stuff, but that Angelic entry makes things better... i will cherish that for a long time.

sarah mentioned that she doesn't expect anyone out there reads this except for me and her... i guess that's probably the case... it kinda reminda me of Pump Up The Volume... the guy with the short-wave radio transmitter, who's trying to talk to his friends back where he's just moved from, a couple of time zones away.... it dawns on him that the little transmitter simply isn't powerful enough for that... but he does this radio show thing anyway.... not thinking anyone's listening, except, maybe that one person... another social outcast...

well, if u *are* reading this, mister, missus, miss, mizz, doctor, freak or alien outcast.... drop a comment in and say hi....

not that i expect anyone will... as i said... it's probably just me and my Angel in here....

anyway, Sarah, i love you. and i miss you so much it's crazy.

and i *do* want those things, as you well know......

i'm gonna go and try and bully my brain into paying attention to code for a few hours... i *really* need to get this damn thing finished and get onto doing something more interesting... i'm sure that if i'm actually *learning* something, i'll be able to keep my head straight a bit better.... it's the monotony that kills my brain with this outstanding stuff for Unified Links...

baby, i love you.

Jonathan
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