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-sigh- and the day begins.......

so, it's now, 12:45am... in 11.5 hours, my sister will have been dead for 8 years (+/- 15 minutes).

this is gonna be hard.

Atleast i got the job applications out of the way today... all but one anyway.

and 24 hours after that, I should have had an interview for a technical support job (-sarc- yay... that'll be *taxing* and use my skills and abilities to the max... *honestly*)....

i can't handle this at the moment. there's too many things going on, and too much that's *not* happenning. Too many things rely on too many other things... the cascade effect is getting to me... i need a job to get out of here, i need money to start transition, if i start transition, i may loose my job, if i don't get out of here i'm gonna loose my mind and my sense of self.... you start to get the picture....

gonna go try not sleep through all of tuesday the 14th of October like I have most of the ones for the last 8 years....