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It's been a while....

OK, well, I've not updated for a while, and quite a lot's been happenning.

I'll cover some of this stuff dead quick.

Sarah has (again) been through a period of doubting us. This time it was to the point of us, hmm, going through a "trial sepataion" I guess would be the term... originally this was supposed to be a month, but turned out to be less. She came back and said that she wanted to have an open relationship; that she wanted to be able to see other people while we weren't able to be together. I said I'd have to think about it... which seemed fair to me... she'd had almost two weeks thinking about this and I was supposed to just fall into being ok with it? I don't think so...

I dissappeared for nearly a week... got away to visit some friends, with *NO* *NET* *ACCESS*.... that's possible the most liberating a seriously scary thing to do, go without the Net for any real period of time.... I guess I've gotten a bit too reliant on it as something to wile away the hours....

Anyway, spent a good proportion of that time away dressed 'girl'... but more on that in another entry...

Oh, and I got my navel pierced, which I *love* :-D

Got back last thursday to a *pile* of mails from Sarah...

I guess I'm ok with this open thing... not *very* ok. I don't like the idea, and open has bad memories tied to it... I've been in what could only be described as an open relationship before and I ended up getting *badly* hurt. I guess we'll see what happens.

I'm acting as proof-reader and type-setter for Hannah's final year project report ATM, which is due in on monday... It's just about done now, which is good. I'm getting *sick* of reading biological stuff <shudder>

And that's me up-to-date... still no job, not very much money and living with my parents (yuck)...