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DAMNIT I *LOATHE* MY INTERNET CONNECTION SOMETIMES. THIS IS LIKE, THE *THIRD* ATTEMPT TO GET THIS ENTRY TO POST, AND THE STUPID BROWSER HAS GONE AND EATEN MY TEXT.

<sigh>

Just about the way things are going right now though.

Things are starting to spiral around the great depression-plughole...

My sleep patterns are *way* out of whack with normal hours... and I need them *in* whack right now... I have to get my house packed up in the next week... and I'm gonna be hard-pressed to manage that now...

But the worst bit is that mood swings are back.... and they're starting to get like the swing doors in a Western... except they don't stop after a few swings... they keep going.... I'm bouncing between fairly cheerful and functional to seriously *bad* and back and forth like a damned yo-yo...

At this rate, I'm gonna *have* to go back on anti-depressants... and I *really* don't want to... I've been off them for 18 months and I've been pretty much on-top and in control of my depression for all that time, even with some fairly crappy stuff going on....

Now it could be that it's just down to the move or the imminent return to the land of Parentals... or it could be a mixture of that plus stress over the whole TG-thing... I mean, I'm really not looking forward to being around my parents that much.... a week I can handle... months of it and I think I'm gonna just loose what precious shred of sanity I have floating around somewhere.....

This is bad.... this is very bad.....